I’m feeling a deep sadness, there are so many people forgetting who they are and even what is happening. Their logic is being scrambled. I know I’m subject to the same forces that are having these effects and I’m trying to connect with my humanity minute by minute. I’m waiting for my Spanish teacher to arrive and the grass has been cut recently so I’m just enjoying the fragrance and listening to the birds as I type this. Take care all, lots of love
Not chaos per se, but more of a falling apart with no end in sight. Pisces Sun, Aries Moon (in precise conjunction with Eris) Leo Rising with "Uranus on the half-shell (on the ascendent). It's a free-fall un-calculated dive where nothing that was/is *supposed* to be happening is happening, and everything is changing all the time.
Since last Wednesday, I was visiting my sister and brother-in-law for a family reunion and to celebrate their 50th wedding anniversary. She was retiring 8/1. We were riding ATVs in the Appalachian mountains when their ATV flipped over and my sister died. Trail was marked incorrectly and was a black diamond, not an easy trail as marked, bears sighted earlier, pouring rain and turned into a fucking nightmare. However, throughout all of this there were so many synchronicities and amazing people met that it is surreal. I am now linked and bonded to many people I didn't even know before.
Even with the deep sadness of losing my sister, my life is changed for the better.
These few sentences do not even begin to describe my last nine days.
About ready to journey to the western shores of Ireland, into that liminal space as a time out from the collective madness to , hopefully gain some perspective and messages from spirit and nature. I might just disappear into the hollow hills.
My overseas travel plans in September are starting to feel heavy in my body, like maybe I should table these plans for another time. Unusually hesitant am I.
Can't shake the feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop on the global front. But not really upset about it as I feel I'm where I should be at this point in time.
I'm a double Pisces - Sun and Moon - Cancer Rising - turned 80 in March. I have never felt more like myself! My health is good - I'm active - I started two successful businesses in my 70's - and now after being a journalist and closet writer for fifty years, I've started a blog, and I'm working on publishing several books. I'm aware of the chaos in the world, but I don't let it get me down, instead I focus on this remarkable time in history that we're living in.
Last night I lay next to my sleeping children and felt immense love and gratitude for them and for the life we live. Every day we eat and laugh and play and there are no bombs around us, I do not fear for our lives. I feel like all I want to do is help the world and I pray that holding a soft grateful heart does a little bit.
Hi Eric, thank you for asking. I have been operating with cautious awareness for some time now. I’m not a natural pessimist, and too much of a realist to be optimistic, so I guess I’m learning to find comfort in the unknown. Namaste 🙏
Sitting at my dining room table looking out at misty rain, so welcome for our farmers. It is winter here the southern hemisphere, thankful for living in NZ currently. Practising stillness, knowing that the systems are in breakdown as we breakthrough. Knowing the 'noise' is probably a distraction. Focusing on creating a society that we want. Natal Uranus in Gemini is being aspected I suspect, as is my Orcus (the Truth Teller). Scorpio Sun, Aquarius rising so new beginnings....love this card deck, must look to get it! Thank you Eric.
Feeling highly stressed about our situation as a species.
And even within my own neighborhood, an encampment of unhoused people in a Berkeley city park in my neighborhood is facing eviction in a few days, been there since March. It's not been mellow, some of the campers have yelled at neighbors, feces and syringes are being left around, aggressive dogs, and lots of garbage.
They are not all responsible for this but are having a hard time enforcing any group cohesion. If my social security and the university retirements fund were to go bankrupt, i'd end up on the streets too.
I am an Aquarius with a cancer moon and cancer rising. I am doing great in several areas of my life. I seem to extremely lucky right now financially big time. My life on a daily basis is good friendship good husband good but my Aires sister-in-law attacked me verbally so mean I have finally deleted her and her daughter forever. Its not the first time. Letting go of all the toxic people.
I’m feeling a deep sadness, there are so many people forgetting who they are and even what is happening. Their logic is being scrambled. I know I’m subject to the same forces that are having these effects and I’m trying to connect with my humanity minute by minute. I’m waiting for my Spanish teacher to arrive and the grass has been cut recently so I’m just enjoying the fragrance and listening to the birds as I type this. Take care all, lots of love
Not chaos per se, but more of a falling apart with no end in sight. Pisces Sun, Aries Moon (in precise conjunction with Eris) Leo Rising with "Uranus on the half-shell (on the ascendent). It's a free-fall un-calculated dive where nothing that was/is *supposed* to be happening is happening, and everything is changing all the time.
Hi Eric,
Since last Wednesday, I was visiting my sister and brother-in-law for a family reunion and to celebrate their 50th wedding anniversary. She was retiring 8/1. We were riding ATVs in the Appalachian mountains when their ATV flipped over and my sister died. Trail was marked incorrectly and was a black diamond, not an easy trail as marked, bears sighted earlier, pouring rain and turned into a fucking nightmare. However, throughout all of this there were so many synchronicities and amazing people met that it is surreal. I am now linked and bonded to many people I didn't even know before.
Even with the deep sadness of losing my sister, my life is changed for the better.
These few sentences do not even begin to describe my last nine days.
With gratitude and love,
Pamela
I’m sorry. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
i'm so sorry for your loss.
Sorry for your loss. You have a good lawsuit fyi
About ready to journey to the western shores of Ireland, into that liminal space as a time out from the collective madness to , hopefully gain some perspective and messages from spirit and nature. I might just disappear into the hollow hills.
Beautiful. Eric, what deck are you using? It's very evocative.
That is the Haindl deck, co-created by Rachel Pollack. It's one of my top five decks at this late stage of my work.
Thank you!
Vanakam Eric,
I'm just brooding over my lost love and yearning for reunion.
Everyday when I see the children of Gaza, I feel the failure of entire humanity.
What are those five top tarot tarot Decs.
My overseas travel plans in September are starting to feel heavy in my body, like maybe I should table these plans for another time. Unusually hesitant am I.
Can't shake the feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop on the global front. But not really upset about it as I feel I'm where I should be at this point in time.
I'm a double Pisces - Sun and Moon - Cancer Rising - turned 80 in March. I have never felt more like myself! My health is good - I'm active - I started two successful businesses in my 70's - and now after being a journalist and closet writer for fifty years, I've started a blog, and I'm working on publishing several books. I'm aware of the chaos in the world, but I don't let it get me down, instead I focus on this remarkable time in history that we're living in.
Last night I lay next to my sleeping children and felt immense love and gratitude for them and for the life we live. Every day we eat and laugh and play and there are no bombs around us, I do not fear for our lives. I feel like all I want to do is help the world and I pray that holding a soft grateful heart does a little bit.
Hi Eric, thank you for asking. I have been operating with cautious awareness for some time now. I’m not a natural pessimist, and too much of a realist to be optimistic, so I guess I’m learning to find comfort in the unknown. Namaste 🙏
Focusing on me, living my life, observing the crazy but not being sucked in
Children outside playing, laughing. That is enough. All is well in my world.
Restless. Sun Moon Jupiter on my Uranus 8th house. Working on feeling the flow.
Sitting at my dining room table looking out at misty rain, so welcome for our farmers. It is winter here the southern hemisphere, thankful for living in NZ currently. Practising stillness, knowing that the systems are in breakdown as we breakthrough. Knowing the 'noise' is probably a distraction. Focusing on creating a society that we want. Natal Uranus in Gemini is being aspected I suspect, as is my Orcus (the Truth Teller). Scorpio Sun, Aquarius rising so new beginnings....love this card deck, must look to get it! Thank you Eric.
Feeling highly stressed about our situation as a species.
And even within my own neighborhood, an encampment of unhoused people in a Berkeley city park in my neighborhood is facing eviction in a few days, been there since March. It's not been mellow, some of the campers have yelled at neighbors, feces and syringes are being left around, aggressive dogs, and lots of garbage.
They are not all responsible for this but are having a hard time enforcing any group cohesion. If my social security and the university retirements fund were to go bankrupt, i'd end up on the streets too.
I am an Aquarius with a cancer moon and cancer rising. I am doing great in several areas of my life. I seem to extremely lucky right now financially big time. My life on a daily basis is good friendship good husband good but my Aires sister-in-law attacked me verbally so mean I have finally deleted her and her daughter forever. Its not the first time. Letting go of all the toxic people.