What I thought would be a routine intake with someone I hadn't met turned into a mini family constellations session, resulting in a very strong image-sensation that has landed in my core, communicating very precisely to many layers of my being where and how I have energy stuck.
Pssssst....it's about polarity....
I had a very key conversation with my partner where I received no relief but enormous clarity. Saturn moving into the 7H (or 6H depending on house system). Natal Chiron is here and the Chiron/Eris are conjunct my Dsc. Definitely wasn't expecting clarity at this level. Now looking for the courage to do something with it.
And I totally forgot to mention that I spent no less than four hours trying to help an elderly friend make a plane reservation. Five attempts failed with all sorts of dystopic, double-speak round-and-round snafus, working with three different airlines and ticketing agencies. The next day she received an email that looked like a fraud telling her that there was a problem with the reservation. It wasn't a fraud and the reservation had been lost (again), but finally recovered and arranged (hopefully!), after too long on the phone.
It felt I was seeing something approach on the horizon that looks like the end of air travel for us plebeians, or more like the nature of the dirty deal: "You want to easily and conveniently make airline reservations? Just sign up for this brand new digital ID program and your life will be convenient again."
I had a very vivid dream about being scheduled to have my foot cut off in hospital - like I was accepting this requirement without thinking. Then there was a moment of clarity in the dream where I said to myself ‘you don’t believe in this stuff so why are you doing it?’. Whilst still in the dream I cancelled the procedure and walked away free. Then I woke up
I turned 80 on the 21st, a lovely fun and happy day, I am the eldest living member of my extended family. Over the weekend I had many memories of my parents, grandparents, cousins, these were sweet and nostalgic, I felt much gratitude for all the paths and events in my life, realizing how small decisions led to major changes for me. I did seem to feel the energy of the people I thought about. I am 59*54’ Taurus and have Venus and Mars conjunct in Aries in my 12th and 1st houses rising at 25* + Aries.
Saturday morning I felt really depressed and sad, had tears and found myself processing feelings I stuffed from the past with mom as I had sat with her dying but then immediately had to jump in and take care of funeral arrangements. Saturn in the first house
Thank you, have never woken up in that space and am not normally a down person, Saturn in my first house in my natal chart prompted me years ago to develope spiritual tools to keep in in a balanced place. And thanks again
I was astonished by the hole I felt in my entire heart and belly when my mom passed. It caught me completely off guard. Saturn in the first is definitely a lifetime of initiation. A dear sister of mine has that placement too.
I went camping in the woods with good friends and family. We canoed across a lake, pitched tents in the rain and stayed off grid all weekend. We hiked up a mountain and mined for garnets. We enjoyed each other’s company.
i watched your AI chat GPT, twice. (yayy for Gemini moon), and had a wee stressed meltdown with my grandson NOT eating breakfast while engrossed in pokemon on his mother's mobile phone. Resulted in new boundaries and care expectations in the Morning routine. My adult daughter, his mother is responsible for breakfast and and school runs. I am fun grandma and can focus on getting myself to work on time. Sounds mundane, but the re delineation in our blended household is good. Needs a few tweaks around what happens when ill health or other things arise
I cut myself some slack on saturday morning and allowed myself some rest. Later I noticed that I had a lot more momentum to do things I had been putting off. That carried into Sunday and Monday with Sunday being the most productive day I have had in a long while. In general I had an overall feeling of moving forward. Today (weds) there was a slight stall in that energy though but i think fear got in the way. LOL
I noticed prescient thoughts 3 or 4 times. Just mundane things, but they turned out to be warnings, you might say about stuff that then did happen**. This is not typical for me more thaan maybe once a year, not several times in as many days.
** It was stuff around the home, and FWIW, Pluto is conjoining my IC these days
I'm about 12 days away from Uranus arriving at my ascendant, but meanwhile, this weekend I had an intense experience of waking up with very detailed memories of an event from about 32 years ago ... couldn't shake thinking about it, beating myself up about it, couldn't do anything about it, obviously. Seemed like something to do with Saturn and Neptune entering Aries, the sign that feels most alien to me and difficult to understand or operate within, and things from the past that must be faced and reviewed to grapple with this next era.
I had an intensely busy weekend with too many activities and too much work of different kinds. Mainly writing, planning and trying to organize others which was frustrating. It was good though with an unexpected family visit on Sunday until I broke a tooth. I am a Sun/N Node Aries with Saturn in 1st and Neptune in 3rd.
Drifted to some degree, though felt good. The Friday I resolved something or discovered- I spent 5 years turning my back on all I knew- always said I’d do that and go hermit- which I did, 6.5-7 years later finally saw one of my closest friends- discovered I have not outgrown him, or if I have it’s a growth spurt that inspires, as opposed to the type of difference in approach that’d put me off.. that’s Fri to Sat, Saturday day of rest- Sunday did the garden with my mother- she was very helpful… I felt a bit day dreamy. My brain house has mars/gemini- heck of a combination… honestly the drifting I describe or dreamy sensation was more submitting to some trance mediumship nature perhaps… I strive to be conscious, how often I may accomplish that truly in a lucid way that isn’t a kinda power source and tap in to an oscillating set of states is debatable..
Pretty good weekend- generational- absolutely, yes. On more levels than described. For a daydreaming drifting type sense of a weekend I packed a lot in perhaps 🤔
I had a migraine all Saturday and all Sunday. I slept a lot, all night and several naps through the day. I kept drinking water, but I was dehydrated, but I don't know why. No alcohol, no medicines, nothing.
Weird!
In medical astrology, Aries represents the head. In my natal chart, Both Saturn and Aries are important. Do Aries-people get more headaches than usual when Saturn enters Aries or leaves Aries?
Saturday was waking up my Dad's house with family, preparing the hall for his wake/life celebration. I awoke sick and apprehensive, many people friends and family around supporting. Sunday was the wake/eulogy and the hall was filled with 140 people connected to my Dad's big outdoor adventure tourism life - many old faces from my childhood and so it was intense, beautiful emotional, productive, alive and felt like a major life moment, a new beginning as we farewell the last parent and rock of our family, Dad. I talked all day to people, played music with good friends on stage and cried. It was a great honour and varied feelings of relief but a time where many people's lives came together again from the past.
On Tuesday through a rather mundane but very uncomfortable encounter I gained some insight into how I view myself in relation to society. I am currently living as a foreigner in a pretty conformist society which is really different from where I come from so this new perspective was a relief. Basically, instead of beating myself up for feeling weird and uncomfortable, I realized that I have a place, and that my place may look different from other people’s, and that what I’m into is different and would probably make a lot of people uncomfortable and that’s totally fine!! Self acceptance. I’m Cancer rising so Aries 10th..
What I thought would be a routine intake with someone I hadn't met turned into a mini family constellations session, resulting in a very strong image-sensation that has landed in my core, communicating very precisely to many layers of my being where and how I have energy stuck.
Pssssst....it's about polarity....
I had a very key conversation with my partner where I received no relief but enormous clarity. Saturn moving into the 7H (or 6H depending on house system). Natal Chiron is here and the Chiron/Eris are conjunct my Dsc. Definitely wasn't expecting clarity at this level. Now looking for the courage to do something with it.
And I totally forgot to mention that I spent no less than four hours trying to help an elderly friend make a plane reservation. Five attempts failed with all sorts of dystopic, double-speak round-and-round snafus, working with three different airlines and ticketing agencies. The next day she received an email that looked like a fraud telling her that there was a problem with the reservation. It wasn't a fraud and the reservation had been lost (again), but finally recovered and arranged (hopefully!), after too long on the phone.
It felt I was seeing something approach on the horizon that looks like the end of air travel for us plebeians, or more like the nature of the dirty deal: "You want to easily and conveniently make airline reservations? Just sign up for this brand new digital ID program and your life will be convenient again."
hoping that those flight plans are solid in a great saturn way
I had a very vivid dream about being scheduled to have my foot cut off in hospital - like I was accepting this requirement without thinking. Then there was a moment of clarity in the dream where I said to myself ‘you don’t believe in this stuff so why are you doing it?’. Whilst still in the dream I cancelled the procedure and walked away free. Then I woke up
I turned 80 on the 21st, a lovely fun and happy day, I am the eldest living member of my extended family. Over the weekend I had many memories of my parents, grandparents, cousins, these were sweet and nostalgic, I felt much gratitude for all the paths and events in my life, realizing how small decisions led to major changes for me. I did seem to feel the energy of the people I thought about. I am 59*54’ Taurus and have Venus and Mars conjunct in Aries in my 12th and 1st houses rising at 25* + Aries.
Saturday morning I felt really depressed and sad, had tears and found myself processing feelings I stuffed from the past with mom as I had sat with her dying but then immediately had to jump in and take care of funeral arrangements. Saturn in the first house
I've been to a place that looks something like that, offering my empathy and care....
Thank you, have never woken up in that space and am not normally a down person, Saturn in my first house in my natal chart prompted me years ago to develope spiritual tools to keep in in a balanced place. And thanks again
I was astonished by the hole I felt in my entire heart and belly when my mom passed. It caught me completely off guard. Saturn in the first is definitely a lifetime of initiation. A dear sister of mine has that placement too.
I went camping in the woods with good friends and family. We canoed across a lake, pitched tents in the rain and stayed off grid all weekend. We hiked up a mountain and mined for garnets. We enjoyed each other’s company.
Red or green garnets?
i watched your AI chat GPT, twice. (yayy for Gemini moon), and had a wee stressed meltdown with my grandson NOT eating breakfast while engrossed in pokemon on his mother's mobile phone. Resulted in new boundaries and care expectations in the Morning routine. My adult daughter, his mother is responsible for breakfast and and school runs. I am fun grandma and can focus on getting myself to work on time. Sounds mundane, but the re delineation in our blended household is good. Needs a few tweaks around what happens when ill health or other things arise
Over the weekend, I noticed a deeper sense of calm and safety. My relationship felt more solid.
I was content to pretty much do nothing but tend to my garden. I was aware of this astrology in advance and was surprised by how grounded I felt.
I cut myself some slack on saturday morning and allowed myself some rest. Later I noticed that I had a lot more momentum to do things I had been putting off. That carried into Sunday and Monday with Sunday being the most productive day I have had in a long while. In general I had an overall feeling of moving forward. Today (weds) there was a slight stall in that energy though but i think fear got in the way. LOL
saturn and neptune moved into my first house squaring and opposing my sun. people feel annoying and slow🤣
I noticed prescient thoughts 3 or 4 times. Just mundane things, but they turned out to be warnings, you might say about stuff that then did happen**. This is not typical for me more thaan maybe once a year, not several times in as many days.
** It was stuff around the home, and FWIW, Pluto is conjoining my IC these days
I'm about 12 days away from Uranus arriving at my ascendant, but meanwhile, this weekend I had an intense experience of waking up with very detailed memories of an event from about 32 years ago ... couldn't shake thinking about it, beating myself up about it, couldn't do anything about it, obviously. Seemed like something to do with Saturn and Neptune entering Aries, the sign that feels most alien to me and difficult to understand or operate within, and things from the past that must be faced and reviewed to grapple with this next era.
I had an intensely busy weekend with too many activities and too much work of different kinds. Mainly writing, planning and trying to organize others which was frustrating. It was good though with an unexpected family visit on Sunday until I broke a tooth. I am a Sun/N Node Aries with Saturn in 1st and Neptune in 3rd.
I can relate to an intensely busy weekend, many people to chat with and also productive. I have Saturn in 11th house and neptune in 3rd.
Drifted to some degree, though felt good. The Friday I resolved something or discovered- I spent 5 years turning my back on all I knew- always said I’d do that and go hermit- which I did, 6.5-7 years later finally saw one of my closest friends- discovered I have not outgrown him, or if I have it’s a growth spurt that inspires, as opposed to the type of difference in approach that’d put me off.. that’s Fri to Sat, Saturday day of rest- Sunday did the garden with my mother- she was very helpful… I felt a bit day dreamy. My brain house has mars/gemini- heck of a combination… honestly the drifting I describe or dreamy sensation was more submitting to some trance mediumship nature perhaps… I strive to be conscious, how often I may accomplish that truly in a lucid way that isn’t a kinda power source and tap in to an oscillating set of states is debatable..
Pretty good weekend- generational- absolutely, yes. On more levels than described. For a daydreaming drifting type sense of a weekend I packed a lot in perhaps 🤔
I had a migraine all Saturday and all Sunday. I slept a lot, all night and several naps through the day. I kept drinking water, but I was dehydrated, but I don't know why. No alcohol, no medicines, nothing.
Weird!
In medical astrology, Aries represents the head. In my natal chart, Both Saturn and Aries are important. Do Aries-people get more headaches than usual when Saturn enters Aries or leaves Aries?
Saturday was waking up my Dad's house with family, preparing the hall for his wake/life celebration. I awoke sick and apprehensive, many people friends and family around supporting. Sunday was the wake/eulogy and the hall was filled with 140 people connected to my Dad's big outdoor adventure tourism life - many old faces from my childhood and so it was intense, beautiful emotional, productive, alive and felt like a major life moment, a new beginning as we farewell the last parent and rock of our family, Dad. I talked all day to people, played music with good friends on stage and cried. It was a great honour and varied feelings of relief but a time where many people's lives came together again from the past.
On Tuesday through a rather mundane but very uncomfortable encounter I gained some insight into how I view myself in relation to society. I am currently living as a foreigner in a pretty conformist society which is really different from where I come from so this new perspective was a relief. Basically, instead of beating myself up for feeling weird and uncomfortable, I realized that I have a place, and that my place may look different from other people’s, and that what I’m into is different and would probably make a lot of people uncomfortable and that’s totally fine!! Self acceptance. I’m Cancer rising so Aries 10th..